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Trying Harder

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Just try harder
   is all I heard,
When I failed to
   God obey,
And penance
   became my sole
      companion.
Though he was
   hardly that,
      for he made me wear
Sleeves of shame
   everywhere I went.
No rest for the wicked,
   the same
      would say.
Good behavior
   and going to Heaven
Were well beyond
   my wretched grasp.

Then a man
   of some renown,
A man who knew
  all too well
     the weight of
        the guilt-soaked cycle
           of never ending
              defeat,
Said, God made us,
   in Christ Jesus,
      to be "restful human beings,
         not busy human doings."*
Jesus is our good behavior.
Jesus is our deliverance.
Jesus is our rest.
Through Him alone
   we can truly live no more
      striving in futility to gain
         God's elusive favor.

Trying harder does not work,
   because the work is done,
Like a grape vine to a branch,
   Jesus' Spirit flows through
      to me, all the while
Making me into who
   God wants me to be.
In Jesus,
   with every breath,
      inhaling "YH,"
         and exhaling "WH,"
   every moment of every day,
All I do now
   is rest.
 

Hebrews 4:9-10

*From Praying Grace,
by David Holland

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by J Alan R
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